Mar 16, 2004 21:04
if ur signing my lj anonymousily who are u? i would really like to know---neways
i went to the dr. today. he said i can start putting pressure on my foot on monday and on wed. i start using one crutch but he said i will probably be off of sports for a month :(--i didnt like that too much--ugh i hate the school i mean the actual building. honestly who doesnt have elevators and railings and ugh i dk im just frustrated with this whole situation. i mean i come home and i dotn go upstairs till after dinner cause once im up there i dotn come down. its too much of a hassle. i know i probably sound so annoying and ur probabaly like get over it well i want you to try to do what people who cant walk have to do. i feel so bad for someone who is permently like this. i really want to be able to be independent me again. i have to rely on everyone for something. esp. my mom i feel so bad she says she deosnt mind but i still do. ugh i just want to be able to play vball again. i have a another tourtament sunday and i have to go to watch. i just want to jump up and spike that damn ball. well i guess i should be going to attempt another stressful shower. i took a 3 hour nap today but im still pretty tired. i called my ride tonight and she said she owuld drive me up the hill--im happy! well peace out all u fucking people that CAN walk
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