its been a long time coming
so basically i've just kinda been around. i doubt many people really read this now a days anyways.b ut w/e anyhow. so i have a b/f and his name is josh. yea my best friend ali dated him for 11 monthes and i guess he liked me all that time. but w/e she's cool with it like no other and i love that girl regardless<3 yep it's pretty tight. and well she just got intown last wed. and i missed her sooooo fucking much. she's muh girl. fucking swear. went shopping on friday and down to the market last night. umm well i decided i def. wana work at the toy chest. and i have discovered im wanted. haha shallow and cocky whatever. but first it was josh and brandon liking me. now it's josh, brandon, and brian. brian is hella tight too. and i think that if i din't have josh and didn't want josh that i might just be interested but i adore josh and well nuff fucking said. its cool. yea sooo if josh doesn't call to hang then ali and i are gona kick it. it's how we do really. he's going into the army he got sworn in yesterday. im prouda that boy. i wonder however if he has any cancer sticks. oh man. cancer stick addiction. i feel kinda like a bitch calling them that. but in all honesty that's exactly what they are. anyhow. jobs going well and nora and ali are sweet as hell and kyle is coming home for good on thurs. i can't wait. i think i seriously might cry. even though i didn't cry when he left. w/e. and josh is turning 18 on the 18th. yes. but no sex till im 17. haha. well wait...no sex period. haha. hillary owns for shore. i love that girl. she's seriously funny. and ummm welll i think it's safe to say watching black hawk down or going to a park right now sounds like lots of fun. yep that's about as right as i can get.<3ill seriously fill you in more and update more often later. i promise-o
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