Cross My Heart And Hope To...

[heartlesssleeve]

You're right...
I need to grow up.
I need to handle my shit.
I need to do so much for myself...

I don't want to depend on anyone to make things happen.
I should be doing this on my own...
I need to be established on my own to know that I can be with someone else.

I don't like when we argue..
I don't like when you don't understand.
I don't like when I don't understand.
I don't like when you yell and curse at me.
I know you told me those things because that's how you felt.
Now I know...

I went to MOCA today.
Jo, Carl, Tom and I rode the metro to L.A.
It was such a nice day.
The sun was shining.
The weather was sweet.
The mountains looked beautiful.
I think I pointed that out to them enough on the way.
We walked from Union Station to the museum.
It was nice to go out today and spend it with them.
We haven't had a day like that in a long time.
I miss those days...

I miss Allen a lot too.
I need to visit him.

Wandering Thoughts Inside Wandering Days...