My Feelings

[heartlessriku88]

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling shatter.
Shards of me,
to sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed

I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there

I've been watching you from a distance
The distance sees through your disguise
All I want from you is your hurting
I want to heal you
I want to save you from the dark

How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me

I keep my fellings hidden from her in the fear that she might not fell the same way.