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[heartless_lover]

I am terrified of being alone
Without a love
Without a friend
Without a voice to return questions
So I question myself
And all I get back is silence
But this silence is different
It runs through my head
Over and over again
I am fearful of the thoughts
that will come to me next
So I try not to think
But it won’t go away
Its like a shadow, but its dark
An unexplainable theory
Where nothing is of any value
And no one has any strength
Sleep is no longer a necessity
Thoughts take over your mind
Causing you to stare at these four walls
They soon begin to close in on you
And then you snap back to reality
When you finally cry yourself to sleep