Energizer "keeps going and going"
i have been doing better in school. i did really well on my english essay, which any of u can read if u want, it's really good. not an actual essay, more of a story.
im really trying to not procrastinate so i started reading silas marner so i wont have too much hw over x-mas break.
did some x-mas shopping, got almost half of it done. bought the gifts with my thanksgiving poker money lol. i hope my friends like them.
and my house is x-mased out. looks nicce this year. continually adding more.
really nervous for my 800m run on saturday. hoping for 2:20 or better. high jump is going well.
i went to therapy 2 weeks ago with mrs. kalotschke. session one out of 4 finished. i told her a lot, even more than ive told my closest friends. and it put my life in a crazy perspective. i felt so pitied the whole time. im breaking the cycle tho.
so the party on saturday-shame on all of u who did not rave. i overcame my crippled legs to dance, and u guys left me hanging. i better see improvement on new year's =p
i've also realized why i hate high school/high schoolers so much. its been bothering me for the past couple fo weeks, and i realized why suddenly. no one seems to try or care about anything, or show enthusiasm. since when did it become the uncool thing to not give a damn, and just not do work, or not put effort into any relationship.
its a shame people put all their care into what others are thinking. so since i realized that people are just being self conscious, i dont have to worry about embarrassment because at least the worst people are doing are judging me. and thats it. which doesnt even matter because if they're just judging me, they're probably not my friend to begin with, so i shouldnt care at all.
i have to admit, trying feels really good too. try trying =p
dont overdo it tho lol or you'll end up sick like i did haha.
im really trying to not procrastinate so i started reading silas marner so i wont have too much hw over x-mas break.
did some x-mas shopping, got almost half of it done. bought the gifts with my thanksgiving poker money lol. i hope my friends like them.
and my house is x-mased out. looks nicce this year. continually adding more.
really nervous for my 800m run on saturday. hoping for 2:20 or better. high jump is going well.
i went to therapy 2 weeks ago with mrs. kalotschke. session one out of 4 finished. i told her a lot, even more than ive told my closest friends. and it put my life in a crazy perspective. i felt so pitied the whole time. im breaking the cycle tho.
so the party on saturday-shame on all of u who did not rave. i overcame my crippled legs to dance, and u guys left me hanging. i better see improvement on new year's =p
i've also realized why i hate high school/high schoolers so much. its been bothering me for the past couple fo weeks, and i realized why suddenly. no one seems to try or care about anything, or show enthusiasm. since when did it become the uncool thing to not give a damn, and just not do work, or not put effort into any relationship.
its a shame people put all their care into what others are thinking. so since i realized that people are just being self conscious, i dont have to worry about embarrassment because at least the worst people are doing are judging me. and thats it. which doesnt even matter because if they're just judging me, they're probably not my friend to begin with, so i shouldnt care at all.
i have to admit, trying feels really good too. try trying =p
dont overdo it tho lol or you'll end up sick like i did haha.