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[heartknowsbest]

i want to be pretty enough.
i want to be smart enough.
i want to be 'old' enough.
i want to be enough.
i want me to be enough for you.
i want to be what you want.
You mean more to me.
you mean more than anyone has ever ment to me,
combined.
I'm really sick,
and all i need is you.
i'm scared.
i have never been this scared.
if i triped and fell right now,
my liver would rupture,
and i'd die.
thats why i'm scared.
and you ,
you're not helping me.
all i can see,
is that your having a little fucking hooch
come and stay at your fucking apartment.
oh, and in your bed.
remember me,
could be dead?

YEAH.