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I saw my psychiatrist. he was glad i came back, but also said he needs to be strict with me. Ive been in and out with him for almost 2 years, and never taking it seriously. So, baiscially this is my last chance of getting better with him. Im kinda scared because i dont want to fail, i want stick with getting better, im tired if feeling this way. I told him that this has been a horrible year, and i am taking to VERY seriously. Im also scared that im not going to see myself change, i mean how will i know if i change????? I kinda dont believe that medicine will make me 100 percent happy, so how will i know???? i just hope that this state of feeling chnages ASAP! i bought my meds and am ready to give this an honest go. I also stopped drinking, which i didnt last time whilei was on medication. So were going to see if the medicine helps. I hope it does.