do i need closure?
So she called on saturday night leaving a voicemail, that she done before since she stood me up on new years eve. She is coming down next month and really wants to get together to talk. I am not a person to hold a grudge, i am just not that person to be like that. I know what she did was soooooo disgusting, ugly, and plain out MEAN. But it happened, and i moved on from that night. Do i hate her ? No. I hate what she did, but i dont know why everything happened the way it did. Do i need closure? i dont know..... Would i et together with her? i really dont know. I would like to see in person she is as remourceful as she sounds, and that she is sorry. HEaring and seeing are two different things here. The fact that she is ballsy to keep calling every now and then is weird. I think i need closure. I mean our "weird" thing went on for almost 4 years. It was a weird situation that was ast due for its ending. Often i did wonder how it would come to an end, and im sad to say it ended on a horrible event. But thats life, and all i can and have done was move on from that and learn. I have learned what to become through that, and i am glad it did happened. I found out who i am, and what it is i expect from significant others. So will i see her? i dont know.