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Maybe some people are meant to stay single. Maybe it's a cruel joke from a higher power.They watch as you try to find the one that fits you, the one who makes you complete, and then they squash you like an ant. They laugh and jeer while your heart is breaking.
maybe I'm one of those people. Maybe the single life is what fits me the best. Maybe there is NO man on earth that can live with me, or stand the sight of me everyday. I never thought of that idea before, but it's become very clear that there is no man on this forsaken planet that wants to be with me.
I am slowly accepting that fact and letting it sink in. maybe it's best. Living, working, and being. That is all that I need, not a man, not a committed relationship, not a family of my own. Being alone is the way for me. The skin gets tougher over time; maybe that's what I need to look forward to. My own suit of armor in the form of resentment and pain. It's a lot easier to be angry and put up the walls then to go through this shit over and over again.
Thank you Bobby. Maybe your lies and false commitment was what I needed to realize my true path in life.
maybe I'm one of those people. Maybe the single life is what fits me the best. Maybe there is NO man on earth that can live with me, or stand the sight of me everyday. I never thought of that idea before, but it's become very clear that there is no man on this forsaken planet that wants to be with me.
I am slowly accepting that fact and letting it sink in. maybe it's best. Living, working, and being. That is all that I need, not a man, not a committed relationship, not a family of my own. Being alone is the way for me. The skin gets tougher over time; maybe that's what I need to look forward to. My own suit of armor in the form of resentment and pain. It's a lot easier to be angry and put up the walls then to go through this shit over and over again.
Thank you Bobby. Maybe your lies and false commitment was what I needed to realize my true path in life.