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i did not throw up. ALl that food stayed in me. uck. I did take a fibercon though,hopefully ill make a great big shit tonight of what i ate today. I mean a fibercon wouldnt do shit for me, but im also on perscribtion on laxatives so i cud actually pass my bowels, cus if i dont take it i only go once a week..and that shit can really fuckin hurt..Sorry im graphic.. I jogged 5 miles today. I still feel fat. Ciras online, i will NOT IM her, even though i wanna see if she would like to go out tonight but, she would have an excuse so yah.. Neways.... I got so much homework to start. I got work at 9am.. BOoOOooOOoo..I gotta go swimming this weekend, the swim test is coming up.Today i was so freakin depressed. Im feeling better now..Got my endorphines kicking in.Im listening to the best CD. FIVE FOR FIGHTING. Every song is great. Im really lonely..booo..I think im gettin together with Jenn this weekend cus she came home from Bing, that would be really good for me. I miss the girls from Renfrew. I dunoo like i really never met better people in my life. I can tell them anything, and they know exactly what i mean,or how i feel. The therpist were great there too. Well most of them. I never felt judged by them.
well yah..im done..soo..i hope everyone has a great thursday night,
well yah..im done..soo..i hope everyone has a great thursday night,