Depressed

[heartinohio]

Today has sucked. It feels like so much has been missing lately. Like, Meghan and Erin for instance. I never get to really talk to them anymore. I mean, there's the ritual 'hey, how have you been?' and that's about it. It really feels like that with everyone lately. People may care and even 'love me', but they can't seem to make time for me. The only person that seems to have time anymore is Kristen. Time to talk, hangout, laugh. Jared has no time. Not that it's his fault or he chooses to or anything it's just he's 'grown up' and working two jobs. We're in different parts of our lives right now and it's hard to keep our relationship strong. We see each other once - maybe twice a week and talk on the phone about ten to twenty minutes a night. I just miss him. The only thing that seems to be going alright lately is my family. Everyone is finally getting along ok and I do love that. It just feels like I'm missing out on the other aspects of my life. School has definitely been taking it's toll lately too. Everything just sucks. I feel unimportant. Blah.

I hope tomorrow gets better?