decisions, decisions
So i'm faced with this question... do I let myself continue to be tortured by endless mind games in the name of finding out what "could be" OR do I take the ex up on the offer to try again slowly to repair things? Part of me says it's a no brainer but then my curiousity and habit of self destruction kicks in and says choose the other. BLAH.
On to other things....
I decided to randomly listen to Manifest today, which I haven't in many months. Why I let myself forget about their amazing abilities to play instruments is beyond me. Now I miss the guys horribly...I think i'm gonna have to get in touch with sir Steven or Kirk and see if they are playing in the near future. Oh I miss the days of going to watch them play a show followed by insane amounts of drinking and other such fun until I blacked out. Drunk much? Seriously, I miss those days....being the only girl to hold my own staying up til 7 am or so with the guys still drinking. I hate that I lost all my old pictures from those days, stupid computers and their being so easily erased by static electricity..... >( and while i'm on a rant about how much I miss the past.....I miss FINCH MOSHPITS with Gillian!!! So much fun! I WANT TO GO TO BAMBOOZLE kthanx! seriously, I need someone to go with. I haven't been to that thing since it was called Skate & Surf which was back in 2003, damn. I WANNA GO Must find a way.....if it wasn't in Jersey i'd go alone haha. But me and directions don't get along so i'd probably end up in jamaica, NY or something lmao.
i'm le tired, it is bedtime for me.
On to other things....
I decided to randomly listen to Manifest today, which I haven't in many months. Why I let myself forget about their amazing abilities to play instruments is beyond me. Now I miss the guys horribly...I think i'm gonna have to get in touch with sir Steven or Kirk and see if they are playing in the near future. Oh I miss the days of going to watch them play a show followed by insane amounts of drinking and other such fun until I blacked out. Drunk much? Seriously, I miss those days....being the only girl to hold my own staying up til 7 am or so with the guys still drinking. I hate that I lost all my old pictures from those days, stupid computers and their being so easily erased by static electricity..... >( and while i'm on a rant about how much I miss the past.....I miss FINCH MOSHPITS with Gillian!!! So much fun! I WANT TO GO TO BAMBOOZLE kthanx! seriously, I need someone to go with. I haven't been to that thing since it was called Skate & Surf which was back in 2003, damn. I WANNA GO Must find a way.....if it wasn't in Jersey i'd go alone haha. But me and directions don't get along so i'd probably end up in jamaica, NY or something lmao.
i'm le tired, it is bedtime for me.