Dec 19, 2003 18:05
god i have such a huge crush. its totally consuming me.
garbage was incredible. fabulous. fantastic. amazing. wonderful. im not quite sure if i dig shirleys new doo... but.. whatever, shes still goddamn sexy. i had such a great time. its nothing like seeing your favourite band play.
i almost got picked up by a really cute asian chick. she was talking about not having sex with an 18 year old.. and both me and greg said that wed be 18.. and she totally focused her attention on me.. talking about how she likes it rough and whatnot.. hahaha.. dude, i could be getting laid right now. by a hot asian chick.
i always end up standing by the obnoxiously loud men talking about penises.. never fails..
went to dennys.. had my moons.. saw amanda, dan and mike. fucking laughed my ass off the whole night.. i havent laughed that hard since we all started making fun of betty at work about her being backed up from all the chocolate she ate. im really glad i ran into them.. hahah.. and its cool because greg gets along with people.. unlike one of my.. "exes" that shall remain nameless.
you see, he conversates.. and actually makes jokes, and laughs.. he doesnt just sit there and whine, and complain and bitch about he wants to spend time alone with me. he talks to my cousin.. he fucking talks to my parents.. whatever.. ok im not getting into this.. this isnt right to talk about here.
hence the reason i have a crush. whatever.. what would you choose, anti-social or social butterfly?
yeah.. thats what im thinking. god, im just so pissed about, fuck it... yeah.
anyway.. i love garbage. the opening band was great.. fucking sweet ass hot ass bass player.. oh god.. lordy..
all in all it was fucking awesome.. i was a litttttttle bit late getting there (later than i wanted to get there) but see, thats ok.. i dont hold grudges.
if i did, i dont think id still conversate with half the people i talk to right now. i guess thats a good quality about me.. im easy to get along with. i forgive. im forgiving. but dont take advantage of that people.. just cos im nice doesnt mean you can fucking walk all over me and then wipe your shoes off too. (by the way, thats not directed towards anyone in particular, its just a rant).
my mind is wandering too much right now.. i cant even keep a journal entry together. hahaa..