ok.. i slept until 4pm.. then again at 8.. and fell asleep until now.. and i wanna go back to sleep.. so tell me why the HELL i want to sleep so much
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you just wrote all the things i try to avoid thinking about. My ex used to think about the future all the time and talk about how we were gonna be married and where we would live how many kids, what our dogs name was going to be. Holy shit i was 16 or 17 when she would tell me this, she was even younger. That used to bug the shit out of me, and I kinda shut her out after a while. I like to live day to day and just roll with what you get in life. This year i started to freak the fuck out when I would have a big week (schoolwork wise) up here at school. I talked to my dad and he said, just take one thing at a time and dont think about the other stuff and youll be fine. He was so right, I've had some hellish weeks here but thinking about everything at once would make anyone go nuts.
Things will fall into place, shit always has a way of working itself out. If someone would have told me a couple years ago, or even a year ago....you'll be out of home away at school, youll have a new girlfriend, you lost over half your credits transfering but you still went...id tell the to fuck off, yea right. Its weird what strange twists life can pull on one. Instead of bitching about my mistakes and fuck ups (which we all have) ive learned from them and it's made me a better person in the long run.
Wow that was a long reply sorry, i just talked about this alot with my friend when i went home this weekend, he was kinda depressed.
Cya
just wanted to say thankyou.
i was cleaning out my inbox and i found these replies.. if i already replied im sorry! but see i usually delete them once i reply, so im figuring that i didnt.. so hi. thank you. :)
Things will fall into place, shit always has a way of working itself out. If someone would have told me a couple years ago, or even a year ago....you'll be out of home away at school, youll have a new girlfriend, you lost over half your credits transfering but you still went...id tell the to fuck off, yea right. Its weird what strange twists life can pull on one. Instead of bitching about my mistakes and fuck ups (which we all have) ive learned from them and it's made me a better person in the long run.
Wow that was a long reply sorry, i just talked about this alot with my friend when i went home this weekend, he was kinda depressed.
Cya
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i was cleaning out my inbox and i found these replies.. if i already replied im sorry! but see i usually delete them once i reply, so im figuring that i didnt.. so hi. thank you. :)
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