Nov 21, 2004 13:01
i was just gonna delete this thing for a while, but now that i am officially a woman of leisure and have all the time in the world, i have an endless self indulgence with the internet. I have been writing a lot in my little carry journal that i modge-podged the sweet virgin mary all over. Her innocent ferocity helps me stay in line.
marcus found a place to move to so all this continuous packing is going to actully come to fruition by tuesday, when i leave for my high school reunion and thanksgiving celebration with my family. i cant wait to meet my new little brother, who sounds dualistically incredible and horrifying. he drew a picture of a little boy slapping my mom in the face with an axe... i swear he would not even know what he got himself into by starting stuff with mary lou. she would tear him apart, and anyone else for that matter.
we have evacuated our house and are staying at hotel rachel. we keep trying to watch movies but fall asleep instead..damn! marcus cooked up a huge delicious brunch today. living with them is wonderful minus all the sick crap. thank god nya has gotten better since we have been sleeping elsewhere. she had been coughing til she puked cause her little lungs were so full up with infection....
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i am going to phoenix from the 15th to the 20th of december to celebrate another wedding, perhaps michael is the third, as i can hardly think of anyone else even remotely close to there...
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i have no idea what i am doing with my life, this recent bout of upheaval is not suprising, but definately unplanned, i would like to hypothetically not work and just travel until april and than go and teach reiki at a woo woo place an hour north of new york city, so than corey and i will be close enough to make serious trouble. or move to the west coast of florida and live on the beach being a nanny for babies as cute as nya and mariana (is that possible?). or be a spinster for life and hermetically move to the desertsun on land with natural water rights and have my hibiscus, lemon, pomegranate and avacado trees i spend so long daydreaming about, with an aviary for rescued macaws and huge aloe plants. where is my sugar daddy to make this all come true?
in the meanwhile i am readying to become a super home town hero and spend a month or two in worcester, superceding the cold-keeping warm from the power of rock, not working, harassing my family and hanging out with anyone possible from junior high and high school that i normally never have enough time to see. watch out reinventing the french connection, bancroft towers, polar bear dips in the atlantic, going on double dates with andrea and delicious bearded manarchists (yum) to living earth cafe...i am ready for all worcester has to offer, as well as dips south to new york and baltimore for serious doses of the gay...