welcome back post.
i drive, i read, i go through life, as of late and think: this is not reality, this feels like an illusion/a ride, like this is not true or real.
I've followed god concerning pretty much every aspect of my life, lately. The one part i can't figure out is my romantic perspective. I felt that god was reserving me for this one girl, then she kissed me, then soon after rejected me. I then looked for the signs more intensly, and only found, more vividly, god telling me she is the one for me; no other. Consistently, yet she has found another. I don't get it?
there is always a plan though, the future makes the present seem so futile at times, but a great gift is reasurance of the future, should we beleive.
I'm back in the "live journal mood" anybody actually look at this medium anymore?
I've followed god concerning pretty much every aspect of my life, lately. The one part i can't figure out is my romantic perspective. I felt that god was reserving me for this one girl, then she kissed me, then soon after rejected me. I then looked for the signs more intensly, and only found, more vividly, god telling me she is the one for me; no other. Consistently, yet she has found another. I don't get it?
there is always a plan though, the future makes the present seem so futile at times, but a great gift is reasurance of the future, should we beleive.
I'm back in the "live journal mood" anybody actually look at this medium anymore?