Let's shake it.
Look at that. My mood. It's happy for once. Quite surprising if I do say so myself. This past week has just been....incredible. I wouldn't change one thing. Tonight John, Jen, Vicki, and Amanda were over playing DDR. Then, Jen left and the four of us hung out and watched Donnie Darko. We are gonna finish watching it tomorrow night and then watch Fight Club.
Steve asked me to sing in his band since their singer is very unreliable. I'm pretty excited. We are going to have practice tomorrow. It'll be a good time. I will be doing mostly screaming with a little singing. I think our name is Perhaps, She'll Die.
So anyway, I'm going to do a survey. I haven't done one in a looong time.
What is your name?: matthew
Are you named after anyone?: not that i know of.
What's your screename?: xsiren sirenx
Would you name a child of yours after you?: nope
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i think it was caitlin or something. i'm not sure.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: my friends' names are all boring too.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yeah. my last name. they don't believe me when i tell them.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nope. my last name is fucking awesome.
Basics
Your gender: male
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single?: nope.
If not, do you want to be?: not at all. i haven't been this happy in my entire life.
Birthdate: may 7th
Your age: 17
Age you act: 79 obviously
Age you wish you were: 18.
Your height: 6 ft.
Eye color: brown
Happy with it?: sometimes i wish i had pretty blue eyes.
Hair color: brown
Happy with it?: eh. i wish it were darker, even though it is dark now.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: house?
Your family: sister, mom, dad, doggy.
Have any pets?: a dog.
Whats your job?: auntie annes.
Piercings?: left ear.
Tattoos?: i want some. =(
Obsessions?: do not believe so
Addictions?: heroine...that's about it.
Do you speak another language?: hola. don't ask me anymore because i don't remember it, even after four years of spanish.
Have a favorite quote?: i have a lot.
Do you have a webpage? 2 journals, one i don't really use and i have a myspace i am putting together.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: the majority of the time
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: pretty tolerant.
Do you have any secrets?: i don't really think so. not huge earth shattering ones anyway.
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes.
Do you like your handwriting?: negatory.
Do you have any bad habits?: of course.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: people like my hair and shoes i think?
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: the life of matt....
What's your biggest fear?: being alone.
Can you sing?: i try.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: i used to.
Are you a loner?: not at all.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: friends.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i don't see why not.
Are you a daredevil? not even a little bit.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: of course there is.
Are you passive or agressive?: passive as it gets.
Do you have a journal?: i'm writing in it....
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: can't think of either.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i dunno.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not at all.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i'm sure i do, but none i can think of.
Do you think life has been good so far?: it's had its ups and downs.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: you can't please someone all the time.
What do you like the most about your body?: hair.
And least?: i wish i had pretty eyes.
Do you think you are good looking?: i'm not ugly.
Are you confident?: no.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: i think i have qualities from a lot of characters.
Are you perceived wrongly?: i'm sure some people stereotype me.
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: nope
Pray?: no
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no strangers IM me.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeah. *blushes*
Take walks in the rain?: ilove the rain..
Talk to people if you hate them? nol.
Drive?: yeah
Like to drive fast?: who doesn't?
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: probably.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: i'm pickier than anyone, so usually it is the other way around.
Been in love?: i am right now. =D
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: no.
Had a medical emergency?: broke my arm.
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: i think about it all the time and i really want to right now.
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no, but i wanna be in a fight. i don't know why.
Beaten someone up?: no, but there are people i would like to beat up.
Been picked on?: big time.
Been on stage?: yeah
Slept outdoors?: yeah
Thought about suicide?: yeah.
Pulled an all nighter?: many times.
Gone one day without food?: yep.
Talked on the phone all night?: not all night, but for a while, sadly.
Slept all day?: yup
Killed someone?: nope.
Made out with a stranger?: definitely not.
Had sex with a stranger?: not recently. haha what the fuck?
Thought you're going crazy?: still do.
Kissed the same sex?: no kissing boys for me.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no dick for me.
Been betrayed?: yeah
Had a dream that came true?: yeah.
Broken the law?: who hasn't?
Met a famous person?: yeah.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nope
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: umm...yeah.
Stolen anything?: no
Been on radio/tv?: yep.
Been in a mosh-pit?: yup
Had a nervous breakdown?: maybe.
Bungee jumped?: i am terrified of heights.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yeah.
Miracles?: yeah.
Astrology?: no
Magic?: yeah.
God?: no
Satan?: no
Santa?: hell yes.
Ghosts?: yeah.
Luck?: yeah.
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: no
Witches?: yes
Easter bunny?: no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: there's no use in a relationship if you can't be faithful.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:yeah.
Do you wish on stars?: all the time.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: god is dead.
Do you believe in organized religion?: no.
Where do you think we go when we die?: 6 ft under?
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: nope, but i wouldn't care if any were.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: amanda.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: no clue.
Your favourite inside joke?: oh geez. i don't know.
Thing you're picked on most about?: being a loser.
Who's your longest known friend? probably steve or ryan.
Newest?: work friends.
Shyest?: justine is quiet at first.
Funniest?: we're all funny, but either vicki or steve i think.
Sweetest?: amanda.
Closest?: amanda and steve probably.
Weirdest?: all my friends are weird, that's why they are my friends.
Smartest?: lindsay is a genius.
Ditziest?: kate or clarissa.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: i don't think anyone.
Last person you talked to online?: i'm talking to vicki, steve, and berg, and amanda just went to bed.
Who do you talk to most online?: amanda.
Who are you on the phone with most?: ixnay on the phone.
Who do you trust most?: i tell them all everything.
Who listens to your problems?: anyone who will pretend like they care..
Who do you fight most with?: amanda
Who's the nicest?: they are all so mean....
Who's the most outgoing?: i dunno about that one.
Who's the best singer?: me. duh.
Who's on your shit-list?: probably you.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: umm...no.
Who's your second family?: ---
Do you always feel understood?: no.
Who's the loudest friend? all of us.
Do you trust others easily?: yeah.
Who's house were you last at?: amanda's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: amanda's.
Do your friends know you?: i think so.
Friend that lives farthest away: all live the same distance about...
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: definitely not.
Turn-on?: scratching the back of my head.
Turn-off?: i don't think i have any.
First kiss?: movies. 9th grade.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: i'f feel bad for them.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yeah.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: eh. no big deal.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: nope.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: some of them.
What is best about the opposite sex?: i dunno.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i dunno.
Are you in love?: yeah. i am. and it is incredible.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: ummm...yeah. duh.
Who Was the Last Person
That haunted you?: WHAT?!
You wanted to kill?: i dunno.
That you laughed at?: probably john.
That laughed at you?: who knows.
That turned you on?: amanda. duh.
That you went shopping with?: vicki & amanda.
That broke your heart?: ---
To disappoint you?: not a clue.
To ask you out?: matt.
To make you cry?: my mom.
To brighten up your day?: amanda
That you thought about?: amanda.
You saw a movie with?: amanda
You talked to on the phone?: steve.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: berg.
You saw?: amanda, john, and vicki.
Right This Moment
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: ---
Or some random person?: ---
What are you wearing right now?: AE jeans and brand new shirt.
Body part you're touching right now?: my chin.
What are you worried about right now?: nothing really..
What book are you reading?: i wish i could find a good one.
What's on your mousepad?: BELKIN
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: hungry. bored. lonely. happy. hungry.
Are you bored?: when aren't i when i'm home. it's 3 in the morning.
Are you tired?: a little.
Are you talking to anyone online?: they just got off. =(
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: both.
Are you listening to music?: yup.
Steve asked me to sing in his band since their singer is very unreliable. I'm pretty excited. We are going to have practice tomorrow. It'll be a good time. I will be doing mostly screaming with a little singing. I think our name is Perhaps, She'll Die.
So anyway, I'm going to do a survey. I haven't done one in a looong time.
What is your name?: matthew
Are you named after anyone?: not that i know of.
What's your screename?: xsiren sirenx
Would you name a child of yours after you?: nope
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i think it was caitlin or something. i'm not sure.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: my friends' names are all boring too.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yeah. my last name. they don't believe me when i tell them.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nope. my last name is fucking awesome.
Basics
Your gender: male
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single?: nope.
If not, do you want to be?: not at all. i haven't been this happy in my entire life.
Birthdate: may 7th
Your age: 17
Age you act: 79 obviously
Age you wish you were: 18.
Your height: 6 ft.
Eye color: brown
Happy with it?: sometimes i wish i had pretty blue eyes.
Hair color: brown
Happy with it?: eh. i wish it were darker, even though it is dark now.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: house?
Your family: sister, mom, dad, doggy.
Have any pets?: a dog.
Whats your job?: auntie annes.
Piercings?: left ear.
Tattoos?: i want some. =(
Obsessions?: do not believe so
Addictions?: heroine...that's about it.
Do you speak another language?: hola. don't ask me anymore because i don't remember it, even after four years of spanish.
Have a favorite quote?: i have a lot.
Do you have a webpage? 2 journals, one i don't really use and i have a myspace i am putting together.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: the majority of the time
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: pretty tolerant.
Do you have any secrets?: i don't really think so. not huge earth shattering ones anyway.
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes.
Do you like your handwriting?: negatory.
Do you have any bad habits?: of course.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: people like my hair and shoes i think?
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: the life of matt....
What's your biggest fear?: being alone.
Can you sing?: i try.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: i used to.
Are you a loner?: not at all.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: friends.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i don't see why not.
Are you a daredevil? not even a little bit.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: of course there is.
Are you passive or agressive?: passive as it gets.
Do you have a journal?: i'm writing in it....
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: can't think of either.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i dunno.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: not at all.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: i'm sure i do, but none i can think of.
Do you think life has been good so far?: it's had its ups and downs.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: you can't please someone all the time.
What do you like the most about your body?: hair.
And least?: i wish i had pretty eyes.
Do you think you are good looking?: i'm not ugly.
Are you confident?: no.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: i think i have qualities from a lot of characters.
Are you perceived wrongly?: i'm sure some people stereotype me.
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: nope
Pray?: no
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no strangers IM me.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yeah. *blushes*
Take walks in the rain?: ilove the rain..
Talk to people if you hate them? nol.
Drive?: yeah
Like to drive fast?: who doesn't?
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: yes
Hurt yourself?: probably.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: i'm pickier than anyone, so usually it is the other way around.
Been in love?: i am right now. =D
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?: no.
Had a medical emergency?: broke my arm.
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: i think about it all the time and i really want to right now.
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no, but i wanna be in a fight. i don't know why.
Beaten someone up?: no, but there are people i would like to beat up.
Been picked on?: big time.
Been on stage?: yeah
Slept outdoors?: yeah
Thought about suicide?: yeah.
Pulled an all nighter?: many times.
Gone one day without food?: yep.
Talked on the phone all night?: not all night, but for a while, sadly.
Slept all day?: yup
Killed someone?: nope.
Made out with a stranger?: definitely not.
Had sex with a stranger?: not recently. haha what the fuck?
Thought you're going crazy?: still do.
Kissed the same sex?: no kissing boys for me.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no dick for me.
Been betrayed?: yeah
Had a dream that came true?: yeah.
Broken the law?: who hasn't?
Met a famous person?: yeah.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nope
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: umm...yeah.
Stolen anything?: no
Been on radio/tv?: yep.
Been in a mosh-pit?: yup
Had a nervous breakdown?: maybe.
Bungee jumped?: i am terrified of heights.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yeah.
Miracles?: yeah.
Astrology?: no
Magic?: yeah.
God?: no
Satan?: no
Santa?: hell yes.
Ghosts?: yeah.
Luck?: yeah.
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: no
Witches?: yes
Easter bunny?: no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: there's no use in a relationship if you can't be faithful.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:yeah.
Do you wish on stars?: all the time.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: god is dead.
Do you believe in organized religion?: no.
Where do you think we go when we die?: 6 ft under?
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: nope, but i wouldn't care if any were.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: amanda.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: no clue.
Your favourite inside joke?: oh geez. i don't know.
Thing you're picked on most about?: being a loser.
Who's your longest known friend? probably steve or ryan.
Newest?: work friends.
Shyest?: justine is quiet at first.
Funniest?: we're all funny, but either vicki or steve i think.
Sweetest?: amanda.
Closest?: amanda and steve probably.
Weirdest?: all my friends are weird, that's why they are my friends.
Smartest?: lindsay is a genius.
Ditziest?: kate or clarissa.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: i don't think anyone.
Last person you talked to online?: i'm talking to vicki, steve, and berg, and amanda just went to bed.
Who do you talk to most online?: amanda.
Who are you on the phone with most?: ixnay on the phone.
Who do you trust most?: i tell them all everything.
Who listens to your problems?: anyone who will pretend like they care..
Who do you fight most with?: amanda
Who's the nicest?: they are all so mean....
Who's the most outgoing?: i dunno about that one.
Who's the best singer?: me. duh.
Who's on your shit-list?: probably you.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: umm...no.
Who's your second family?: ---
Do you always feel understood?: no.
Who's the loudest friend? all of us.
Do you trust others easily?: yeah.
Who's house were you last at?: amanda's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: amanda's.
Do your friends know you?: i think so.
Friend that lives farthest away: all live the same distance about...
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: definitely not.
Turn-on?: scratching the back of my head.
Turn-off?: i don't think i have any.
First kiss?: movies. 9th grade.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: i'f feel bad for them.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yeah.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: eh. no big deal.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: nope.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: some of them.
What is best about the opposite sex?: i dunno.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i dunno.
Are you in love?: yeah. i am. and it is incredible.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: ummm...yeah. duh.
Who Was the Last Person
That haunted you?: WHAT?!
You wanted to kill?: i dunno.
That you laughed at?: probably john.
That laughed at you?: who knows.
That turned you on?: amanda. duh.
That you went shopping with?: vicki & amanda.
That broke your heart?: ---
To disappoint you?: not a clue.
To ask you out?: matt.
To make you cry?: my mom.
To brighten up your day?: amanda
That you thought about?: amanda.
You saw a movie with?: amanda
You talked to on the phone?: steve.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: berg.
You saw?: amanda, john, and vicki.
Right This Moment
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: ---
Or some random person?: ---
What are you wearing right now?: AE jeans and brand new shirt.
Body part you're touching right now?: my chin.
What are you worried about right now?: nothing really..
What book are you reading?: i wish i could find a good one.
What's on your mousepad?: BELKIN
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: hungry. bored. lonely. happy. hungry.
Are you bored?: when aren't i when i'm home. it's 3 in the morning.
Are you tired?: a little.
Are you talking to anyone online?: they just got off. =(
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: both.
Are you listening to music?: yup.