so what's with me updating lately?
I find myself constantly thinking about everything, and honestly, it drives me insane. Those are the type to turn into genius's, ya know.
The thoughts that pop up most are usually future related. I've given it a lot of thought, but sometimes you just have to flow with it day by day. I think that's the way to go, anyways. I used to be so worried about what my career was going to be, how much money I'll be making, blah, blah, blah. Typical everyday thought that your parents and elders want you to think about. Well what if I just want to go to college just to learn and have the knowledge. Knowledge is interesting to me and l like it, but there isn't any particular field I'd like to go into except for art. I like to paint and draw, and you know what, what if I WANT to be a starving artist? What's wrong with that? I think it's better than being shoved into some claustrophobic box in an office, or have some job where you wake up in the morning and are already watching the clock tick down until the time you can go home.
I want to travel the world and paint or draw beautiful things from people being in love in public in front of everyone to see, to something that looks like shit and make it beautiful with the strokes of my brush or pencil. It might sound cheesy, but it's my passion, and I won't settle for anything less. As long as I have my love and some shelter, I'm not worried about a dam thing. Who knows, you might even see my work out there some day and it will be full of passion and things that you won't even understand, and that price tag will be more than you'll ever have.
Just wait.
The thoughts that pop up most are usually future related. I've given it a lot of thought, but sometimes you just have to flow with it day by day. I think that's the way to go, anyways. I used to be so worried about what my career was going to be, how much money I'll be making, blah, blah, blah. Typical everyday thought that your parents and elders want you to think about. Well what if I just want to go to college just to learn and have the knowledge. Knowledge is interesting to me and l like it, but there isn't any particular field I'd like to go into except for art. I like to paint and draw, and you know what, what if I WANT to be a starving artist? What's wrong with that? I think it's better than being shoved into some claustrophobic box in an office, or have some job where you wake up in the morning and are already watching the clock tick down until the time you can go home.
I want to travel the world and paint or draw beautiful things from people being in love in public in front of everyone to see, to something that looks like shit and make it beautiful with the strokes of my brush or pencil. It might sound cheesy, but it's my passion, and I won't settle for anything less. As long as I have my love and some shelter, I'm not worried about a dam thing. Who knows, you might even see my work out there some day and it will be full of passion and things that you won't even understand, and that price tag will be more than you'll ever have.
Just wait.