written in class
why am i sad today? could it be because the professor has once again made it clear that he favors the "beautiful" (read: skinny blond) girls and the jocks? well, I suppose it could be. but i think its more than that. its not because i missed the shuttle again, because my friend/neighbor (saint that he is!) drove me. i think its because i've been thinking about getting a job. i had an interview yesterday in which i told the manager that i could be up here through the thanksgiving and christmas breaks. but the more i think about it, the more i want to go back to philly area. i think getting a break from this setting would be rather nice. plus, there are people back there tha i'd like to see. a lot. and i'm sure that jas would like to see some people as well. and the thought that i might not be able to makes me very sad. when i realized this last night i almost cried on the phone... i had forgotten about it until i got here.
i'm here in class right now trying to keep my attention on the professor and i'm finding it rather hard. he's a very good professor, but i don't hold him in high regard as aperson. ah, well, it seems that the class is ending.
**update**
not sad anymore, but i am still upset about the thought of not going back to philly. i went to the office for students with disabilities to see if they were hiring. i signed up to be an academic helper, a peer mentor, or something else that i can't remember. the girl did say that they were most definitely hiring for something else (that i forget the words for), but i don't think i can do that...it's too intimate for me. and of course, we don't know if jason's job will let him off...but hopefully. i'd just really like to find a campus job. it would help on gas and i would definitely be able to go back to philly on the breaks as long as jas can.
i'm here in class right now trying to keep my attention on the professor and i'm finding it rather hard. he's a very good professor, but i don't hold him in high regard as aperson. ah, well, it seems that the class is ending.
**update**
not sad anymore, but i am still upset about the thought of not going back to philly. i went to the office for students with disabilities to see if they were hiring. i signed up to be an academic helper, a peer mentor, or something else that i can't remember. the girl did say that they were most definitely hiring for something else (that i forget the words for), but i don't think i can do that...it's too intimate for me. and of course, we don't know if jason's job will let him off...but hopefully. i'd just really like to find a campus job. it would help on gas and i would definitely be able to go back to philly on the breaks as long as jas can.