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[heartcxre]

: in all honesty, i care about you, because i see who you are, and i see who you should be, and you let alot of people walk over you, but its not really your fault, you're young and you don't realize the things you do and i know in a few years, by the time you're 19-21, you'll find yourself and you'll become a great person and be self confident and succede in life
: stop doing things with guys, honestly, learn how to make yourself happy without them, that should be your #1 priority
: and everytime someone yells at you
: don't cry
: laugh at it
e m y w e m y 87: i dont cry
: you know what i mean
: i wasn't speaking literally
: certain things upset you
: you're argue alot
: and are easily tempered
: and i see how you are, cuz ive seen you when you're really drunk, and ive looked into your eyes, and i know you're just someone with a lot of love with no one to give it to

So here he is saying the things that are wrong with me and at the same time telling me how badly he wants my bestfriend. It's not like I fucking love him, but since we've had history I don't fucking feel all happy and go-lucky because he wants my best friend, which happens to be who everyone wants.
So basically I'm a dirty slut whose easy, and my friend is not and she is just special. I love her to death, i mean its not her fault.