fredonia
so...i went to fredonia last night...yeah i know, rando.
first of all, had to cash in my jar of change i have been keeping FOREVER to get gas to get there, get onto campus, and who do i think of first?
oh sweet nostalgia, remnants of friendships that once were.
there is a point in time, where you can't force something anymore, and seeing you made me realize how different we've become, or maybe just how much i have been thinking something completely different than you have since i left...and i think that something...is just that i've been thinking of you...
ahhhh kids.fuck em.
apart from that, fredonia was fun...and i guess we'll see how that stands after this weekend?
on to other things
this past weekend, i had sort of an embarassing breakdown, resulting from too much steel reserve and... well...allen street. I hope to gooooooddddd i didn't embarass myself to certain person i work with and am not-so-secretly in love with, but the fact that i can't remember if i was ridiculous, most likely means i was...so, yeah, bummer. But that wasn't the breakdown part f it. It's nostalgia...again...the pink made me cry, there's just something...some people you meet, will just always, no matter how far you grow or go from them (i shy away from using the word eachother in fear of making this sound like a mutual feeling, and i don't want to be pretentious) they will always be a part of you and somethings, however small, will remind you of them..constantly. I don't know what's wrong with me lately, but i cannot for the love of god (which i do not have) get you out of my head and i'm sorry for not calling you but i didn't know what i would say, after everything i had said that night, but i do hope i can come see you, soon.
photography school?
i didn't want to be a vet tech anyway...i fucking hate animals
first of all, had to cash in my jar of change i have been keeping FOREVER to get gas to get there, get onto campus, and who do i think of first?
oh sweet nostalgia, remnants of friendships that once were.
there is a point in time, where you can't force something anymore, and seeing you made me realize how different we've become, or maybe just how much i have been thinking something completely different than you have since i left...and i think that something...is just that i've been thinking of you...
ahhhh kids.fuck em.
apart from that, fredonia was fun...and i guess we'll see how that stands after this weekend?
on to other things
this past weekend, i had sort of an embarassing breakdown, resulting from too much steel reserve and... well...allen street. I hope to gooooooddddd i didn't embarass myself to certain person i work with and am not-so-secretly in love with, but the fact that i can't remember if i was ridiculous, most likely means i was...so, yeah, bummer. But that wasn't the breakdown part f it. It's nostalgia...again...the pink made me cry, there's just something...some people you meet, will just always, no matter how far you grow or go from them (i shy away from using the word eachother in fear of making this sound like a mutual feeling, and i don't want to be pretentious) they will always be a part of you and somethings, however small, will remind you of them..constantly. I don't know what's wrong with me lately, but i cannot for the love of god (which i do not have) get you out of my head and i'm sorry for not calling you but i didn't know what i would say, after everything i had said that night, but i do hope i can come see you, soon.
photography school?
i didn't want to be a vet tech anyway...i fucking hate animals