Lay with me

[heartcha]

I'm cold.
I'm sweaty.
I'm both.

I entangle my limbs around eachother and bury my face in the mess that i am
the lights are vascillating in and out

Overwhelming thoughts have captured me
I cannot breathe, please don't ask me to breathe

Don't ask me to be anything special
The pressure is more than i can bare
(and after all..)
You can't mess up when there are no expectations

You told me once that fairy tales are true, valor is rewarded, & that life is beautiful.
I was fed lies while you stood there with blood stained hands.
Your happy ending is an illusion.
(You shielded me from the truth, but destroyed me with a lie.)

Let's not be hypocrites.
Just lay with me.

Everything doesn't need to be okay.
I don't need to be calm.
I need to know that I have you
No matter what i am

I don't even know who you are.
Have we even met?
(But i need you)

Come lay with me

There is no innocence when all is lost
The bleeding doesn't stop.
Come lay with me

No promises, nothing pretty, everything raw.
I need to know you will catch me because i'm about to jump.
Come lay with me

Come lay with me.

-Feb 26 2007-