May 21, 2008 23:49
I opened my prayer box today and realized that god isn't listening.
It's hard to write about things happening in my life when i'm upset without sounding like i'm feeling sorry for myself.
Im 26 and i want love. I dont want to have to work to make it perfect. I don''t want to lose who I am. I want to trust.
Have you ever felt so utterly alone that it's like you don't even exist.
i dont have a kindred to turn to to listen.