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fuck ups never become anything...
i guess i'll never go anywhere in life...
*follow the beautiful
sleep with the ugly
cry for the hurt
and pray for the happy*
|X| she has paint on her nails
and tears in her eyelashes
curlers in her hair
and pain in her heart
shes such a beautiful girl
and thats all ppl see..
thats all they wanna see |X|
---she sits by herself
and tries to forget all her pain
and drown all her problesm
she hides behind drugs and achol
but in the end she knows it only lasts for so long
she then makes teh quick descision to end it all
she waits for her parents to fall asleep
and takes out a piece of paper
and writes to all the ppl who ever gave her hope
and to all the ppl who ever showed her what real love was
then she puts her razor to her wrist
and pushes down till her knuckes turn white
then she drags it up then down again
then waits for all teh pain to end---
~~~she looks in her mirror
with hope in her heart
but all she sees is a broken girl
with too many secrets
adn not enough happiness
she keeps looking
but nothing but a blank stare looks back
she thinks of giving up
as she remembers all the ppl she hurt
and all the shit she put up with
she then takes her mirror
and throws it at teh wall
cuz she cant stand to look at teh person looking back
seh takes a broken piece to her heart
and with so much pressure she pushes it in
and as she does she asks "him" to forgive her
but she knows he never will
as she pushes harder adn harder
she feels everything start to fade
she wants to stop so bad
then she remembers the reflection
and the she finishes before she can give up again~~~~
i guess i'll never go anywhere in life...
*follow the beautiful
sleep with the ugly
cry for the hurt
and pray for the happy*
|X| she has paint on her nails
and tears in her eyelashes
curlers in her hair
and pain in her heart
shes such a beautiful girl
and thats all ppl see..
thats all they wanna see |X|
---she sits by herself
and tries to forget all her pain
and drown all her problesm
she hides behind drugs and achol
but in the end she knows it only lasts for so long
she then makes teh quick descision to end it all
she waits for her parents to fall asleep
and takes out a piece of paper
and writes to all the ppl who ever gave her hope
and to all the ppl who ever showed her what real love was
then she puts her razor to her wrist
and pushes down till her knuckes turn white
then she drags it up then down again
then waits for all teh pain to end---
~~~she looks in her mirror
with hope in her heart
but all she sees is a broken girl
with too many secrets
adn not enough happiness
she keeps looking
but nothing but a blank stare looks back
she thinks of giving up
as she remembers all the ppl she hurt
and all the shit she put up with
she then takes her mirror
and throws it at teh wall
cuz she cant stand to look at teh person looking back
seh takes a broken piece to her heart
and with so much pressure she pushes it in
and as she does she asks "him" to forgive her
but she knows he never will
as she pushes harder adn harder
she feels everything start to fade
she wants to stop so bad
then she remembers the reflection
and the she finishes before she can give up again~~~~