'Tis a time for reflection and new thoughts...
Well, I just spent the past twenty minutes looking through all of my old entries... kind of interesting. I remember all of that too-esepcially when I wrote about Clint. Ahhh, the memories. Its kind of funny how when you look back at them, you can see how much of you has changed, and sometimes... you can see what's changed about you.
My list of things I want has changed...
*long hair
*natural hair color
*new clothes
*better grades
*the ability to do what I want
*getting a short story together
*getting the truth out of a certain someone
*being able to tell people exactly how I feel and what I think
*to finally move out
Well, today is Jordan's 17th birthday. I heart that kid. I almost think I shouldn't give him his birthday/Christmas gift because he really doesn't want it... He doesn't know what it is, but he doesn't like getting gifts for some reason. I think if I get him something, he's going to think I have feelings for him again. I really should talk to him about that and get things straightened out.
So, Arthur and I put up our tree tonight. It's cool.... kind of looks funny without the skirt, but still. So yeah, we got to talk and stuff... I told him how I wanted my tongue and belly pierced and possibly a tattoo... I explained everything to him about that though... lol. He does believe though that I should wait until I move out to do it... but perhaps he will help calm my mom if I were to do it sooner.
I made the attempt tonight to e-mail a couple of old friends that I haven't talked to in awhile.... unfortunitally, the mailer-demon kept coming back to me saying that their e-mail address' were unknown. Grrr... now I have no way of getting ahold of them... or at least one of them.
I've been thinking about SOMEONE lately.... a lot too... it's reminding me a lot of senior year... the whole year... oh man... it was great... I wonder if the other two have thought about that too... I know two out of the four have... but... hmmm... that was just... good times...
I'm going to let my natural hair color fade out... and it'll come to be me... so yeah... no more dying it red... it'll just be natural and hopefully pretty.
My list of things I want has changed...
*long hair
*natural hair color
*new clothes
*better grades
*the ability to do what I want
*getting a short story together
*getting the truth out of a certain someone
*being able to tell people exactly how I feel and what I think
*to finally move out
Well, today is Jordan's 17th birthday. I heart that kid. I almost think I shouldn't give him his birthday/Christmas gift because he really doesn't want it... He doesn't know what it is, but he doesn't like getting gifts for some reason. I think if I get him something, he's going to think I have feelings for him again. I really should talk to him about that and get things straightened out.
So, Arthur and I put up our tree tonight. It's cool.... kind of looks funny without the skirt, but still. So yeah, we got to talk and stuff... I told him how I wanted my tongue and belly pierced and possibly a tattoo... I explained everything to him about that though... lol. He does believe though that I should wait until I move out to do it... but perhaps he will help calm my mom if I were to do it sooner.
I made the attempt tonight to e-mail a couple of old friends that I haven't talked to in awhile.... unfortunitally, the mailer-demon kept coming back to me saying that their e-mail address' were unknown. Grrr... now I have no way of getting ahold of them... or at least one of them.
I've been thinking about SOMEONE lately.... a lot too... it's reminding me a lot of senior year... the whole year... oh man... it was great... I wonder if the other two have thought about that too... I know two out of the four have... but... hmmm... that was just... good times...
I'm going to let my natural hair color fade out... and it'll come to be me... so yeah... no more dying it red... it'll just be natural and hopefully pretty.