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Well... lets see... a shit load has been going on lately. i've practically moved into jon's...lol.. been there for like the past 4 nights or so.. going back tomorrow. We leave on Monday for rochester, his surgury is tuesday. im scared half to death. i mean i've lost friends to car accidents and shit, but nothing i've ever had to be prepared for. Last night i stayed there, and David, and Luke stopped up for a bit, so did the girls... it was good to have everyone around again. Jonny has been looking at his scrap-book and listening to his cd constantly.. like there is no end. he makes me soo happy, everything this kid does, is for the sake of making somebody else feel good about themself. i wish for once, he would just say screw everyone else, and just focus on him. he kept his promise though and hasn't drank since thursday. thank god for that. So ill be gone Monday-Thursday, and then ill be back. talk about not prepared...jeesh....emotional rollercoaster here i come. Im trying to be here for Tia and Roxanne, and at the same time be strong for me...but most of all jonny. Things have started to seriously look up though. Now that all the drama with this chick from Bellville is over...lol... *BUSTED* Im very happy with everything right now. I dont know what else there really is to ask for other then the fact that i pray to god that jonny comes through his surgury all right and everything with him is better and he is safe. he truely is the best friend i could ask for. i love him with all my heart and not a damn thing could ever change that....EVER!!
<3 Nov. 15th...I LOVE YOU JON PAUL!!