And sometimes it's a sad song....
So I did end up going to the mall today...I only bought a few things tho...I got super cute boy shorts and a pink bra from VS...and I bought a few shirts from Hollister -aka- my second home. I wish.
Colby came over today-- he's so super cute I love him so much....but sometimes, like when he's screaming his bloody brains out, I don't want children until much, much later in life lol....In all actuality, I'm gonna end up alone, or hopefully marrying young and having like 239439493 kids... :o)
Lisa never called me. :*o( I hope she's doing okay. I hope Jules is doing okay too! I miss them both alot. >>subconsciously. lol.
Mailed a letter 2 Craigland today -- pathetic. hahaha miss and love babe! kisses
I hope my crew from Bloom comes to buff (or rochacha?) for my bday.....bc then I'm thinkin that we should meet up @ bloom in November.....bc then it's like not even 2 more months until we're all together again!!! I can't wait...I'm so excited. love and miss u all!
I need a job >> yay. I get to fill out job applications ALL day in a city that I hate.
On a happier note, my mommy and I are gonna find a tattoo shop and make an appointment for me :o) yayyyy! She said she doesn't wanna be there if I'm gonna cry cause then she'll have to knock the guy out.....I swear she's on crack and never told anybody.
Wow, I've gained a ton of weight.....not just @ BU....I think I gained alot more since I've been home...oh and I still haven't been back to the gym....sad, huh? I used to be there like 3 times a week @ least. horrible. fatass. grrrrr.
Sometimes I'm glad that certain people don't want to be friends with me...because sometimes people who you thought were ur friends turn completely SHADY on you...and your face turns to complete disgust just upon hearing their name being said. Maybe they should just stop lying to everyone about stupid shit that happens to them...because we all know that it's not true...seriously, I'm so happy I don't have to be friends with you anymore.
And sometimes I actually like the fact that I'm moving AWAY AWAY AWAY AWAY...because nobody knows where I'm living....and if I wanna come to Buffalo to hang out, I can....it's only like an hour and 15 minutes....not too bad.
I've lost my taste for beer. how sad :*o( I only had like 4 last night and I had to give up...by the by, thank you lisa for trying to re-buffalonianize me by making me chug that beer and teaching me how to talk correctly.
I busted the zipper on my jeans last night, while taking a piss on the beach. bummer.
Time to go................................and do nothing with my pathetic life.
The time will go fast. I promise.
kill me.
love
and
miss
always
and
forever. <3