Would my broken heart still make you smile...
Wow...haven't written in here in awhile...I missed it...but I'm back...don't u fret!
Let's see...I've been back for like 2 days...and I wanna go back 2 Bloom sooo bad....maybe if I wasnt moving 2 rochester in like a week, I'd be okay.....hmph.
I talked to Tamtam the other day....i HAD to call her & give her the 411 on joe and shananana - put it in your cooch.....omg...haha i actually had a decent time @ geo...and on the way back i fell like on my fucking face ...debbie was just laughing and laughing at me...it was great...i have a brush burn on my knee ...tear. Deb- When are we gonna ....POST game? lol....awesome.
Awww Kris text me today & then he called me!!!!! I was SOOO excited to hear his voice...Kristopher M. Horner...if you are reading this- I miss you!!!! buff-a-DUH! lol is that weird? I can't sleep--I wanna go to SHeetz @ 4am!!! *Stayin up all night* SMOKE BREAK......but...u dont smoke! lol....
Things I Miss:
267 Elwell. 2W. Being the loudest ppl @ Bloom & gettin yelled at for it (right tam? lol). Sheetz @ 4am, Wawa CApp (yeah tamtam), Stayin up all night, goin 4 drives (ocean avenue, California), NYC & Philly, Aloha, wHERE are ya? Call me!, NAPS! -> gay hand...munchy, Craigland -> "Like where is craigland?" Shmoke break, rolling down the hills, stealing food from the commons, CHEEKS & the whole gang (trace, emily, anna, cathy..lol) thirsty thursdays, wasted wednesdays, ya like popsicles?, grandma (here lies old bones...let's play pictionary!!), laughing so hard that i throw up, watching zachary dow eat out of the trash can, listening to zachary dow play the piano and sing (when he's drunk of course, I MISS YOU ZACHARY DOW), walmart & giant, smokes, bloom-population 5, Can you chill?, mmm porn, dancin around in the man thong (shh)-> pyscho....Scary MOVIE 2! (I'ma work this...I'ma make this mine...I'ma PISS ON YO FACE and I'mA FAHT in your mouth...and I'mA SHIT ON THESE WALLS RAY!!! lol -> I fahted, having ppl teach me how to pronounce things correctly, Raul, PIMP JUICE ...wait, no. lol....THAT'S AWESOME!!! ...I feel home.
My birthday is exactly 1 month & 1 day. We will be partying hard. I expect all of you to come here for my birthday!! I'm getting a tattoo I've decided....on the lower part of my back....haven't decided what yet...suggestions?!
I wanna get my ear pierced tomorrow ....i want the industrial bar thingy.... yay or nay?
I'm not gonna lie- I got pretty baked the other night......some guys gave us free weed....hmm.
Julie left yesterday and Lisa leaves in 3 days....thank god liz is staying close to me. it seems as if my whole world is just falling apart. crappy.
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It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out you still care for that person.
A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means alot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never assurance that they'll love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait there for it to grow in their heart, but if it doesn't...be content, it grew in yours.
There are things you'd love to hear, from the person whom you would like to hear them from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his heart. Never say goodbye if you still want to try - never give up if you still feel you can go on - never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go.
Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, to those who still need to love although they've been hurt before, and to those who have the courage and faith to build trust again.
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you're meant to do.
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
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I miss my Craigland. this is gonna be the longest 5 months ever.
Well, I'm out <<
Love Ya LotS!
~Buff