this too will pass...
I don't feel the need to explain myself. Lately I haven't been in the mood to discuss what is going on inside my heart and head. Would it even matter anyways? Would it change the way I feel? The way things are? So instead I choose to keep it inside and deal with things on my own time...my own way.
Honestly its not you, its something I'm just going through and need to be on my own. It's not my responsibility to ensure that you have a good time, nor is it yours for me. I will be back in my own time doing things my way for now. If you are gone when I get back...even after knowing all this were you even here to start?
-we all die alone. just make the most while we are here.
-I've lived my life for so long in attempts to make others happy, compfortable, smile, etc. Yet I've come to find that draining and onesided. Who's there to make me smile? Those who do instead bring tears.
Honestly its not you, its something I'm just going through and need to be on my own. It's not my responsibility to ensure that you have a good time, nor is it yours for me. I will be back in my own time doing things my way for now. If you are gone when I get back...even after knowing all this were you even here to start?
-we all die alone. just make the most while we are here.
-I've lived my life for so long in attempts to make others happy, compfortable, smile, etc. Yet I've come to find that draining and onesided. Who's there to make me smile? Those who do instead bring tears.