venting
Well, haven't been on this thing in a very very long time
haha it's funny i see all my post about jimmy... the ended like 7 months ago
it's sad
he cheated on me and i dumped him so he got with that girl
amazing.. and i said i thought he wouldn't be a waste of time
i was wrong.
im so depressed lately i feel like i have nothing, nothing at all
im just stuck in this place with nobody or nothing and it's really getting to me
it's actually quite sad hah. i have no friends because i just moved here and
my parents.. wow they just don't give a shit about me
nothing that i need or want is important
sometimes i just feel like dying like i don't want to be here i mean why should i be here? who cares who really fucking cares? jimmy doesn't care haha... my friends in california sure don't care people here don't care
im just sick of everything i feel like im having a breakdown and it won't stop.
i need something/someone
to love.. to hold to respect and take care of me because frankly i can't get the job done
i feel as though my life has gone down so far that it will take years to build
back up.. and you know there is just days when i wish jimmy was back in my arms i hate him so much for doing what he did to me i can't let it go.. im holding onto something that never really existed truely, it hurts really bad i love him so much i would do anything for that boy and why? hah yeah i sure don't know
why bring me up just to let me fall
way fucking down to the ground
theres a big hole in my heart and i just want it to be filled again
haha it's funny i see all my post about jimmy... the ended like 7 months ago
it's sad
he cheated on me and i dumped him so he got with that girl
amazing.. and i said i thought he wouldn't be a waste of time
i was wrong.
im so depressed lately i feel like i have nothing, nothing at all
im just stuck in this place with nobody or nothing and it's really getting to me
it's actually quite sad hah. i have no friends because i just moved here and
my parents.. wow they just don't give a shit about me
nothing that i need or want is important
sometimes i just feel like dying like i don't want to be here i mean why should i be here? who cares who really fucking cares? jimmy doesn't care haha... my friends in california sure don't care people here don't care
im just sick of everything i feel like im having a breakdown and it won't stop.
i need something/someone
to love.. to hold to respect and take care of me because frankly i can't get the job done
i feel as though my life has gone down so far that it will take years to build
back up.. and you know there is just days when i wish jimmy was back in my arms i hate him so much for doing what he did to me i can't let it go.. im holding onto something that never really existed truely, it hurts really bad i love him so much i would do anything for that boy and why? hah yeah i sure don't know
why bring me up just to let me fall
way fucking down to the ground
theres a big hole in my heart and i just want it to be filled again