on my muthafukin kickkky!!
Lilkickys finally loading liovejournal I'm so souped updates all the time now. I'm a different person than I was two months ago better more myself than ever. Bear leaves me on friday july 29th I won't see him for two weeks. Most time we've ever spent apart is like two days I'm going to diee. Our one year is on the 12th I'm flying to louisiana the 13th to celebrate. 4 hour layover in houston georgebush airport. Doing a lunxh date with nathan. Kyles worried he's not gay enough. Fire in the eyes are still a bunch of big douchebags I don't care they crack me up so immature. My friends and family are who I live for I'm trustworthy now I promise. Lost so much weight 20lbs didn't even try kind of scary I hope I'm not dying. The shore was amazing it was bestweekever like on vh1. Sidekick family with denny and mike. Lilkicky, minikick, and kickster. Bffz I love my family so muccchh. My life has been amazing never been happier. I miss john visiting the grave today or tomorrow giving him pictures writing him a letter telling him everything I wish he was here with me. I'm too lazy to update pictures here I'm sorry. Smoke too many cigarettes and too much weed could never be straightedge. Scared to tell my boyfirend I'm addicted to cigarettes I dunno what to do. Won a lighter at thhe arcadeee. It has gorgeous little angels on it just like me and bear. I'm all you've ever dreamed of all youl ever need don't ever give me up were going to have kids name them amarante jarrett and kaylee. Bestfirends best relationship everone is jealous of us. My hair is boring I need to die it and put my extensions back in with purple blue and pink. I miss audrey so much her birthday is tomorrow 21 shell be even more distant I'm happy for her though I promise you I am. I live off of smart water vitaminwater green tea and cold medication. Helo kitty gummies are my favorite. I want to learn japanese and dutch. Buy me books. Comment my post because this hurt my fingers typing a mile a minute on kicky.