For Once 37
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I take what little baggage I had
walking slowly up to my door.
Slipping the key into the lock,
walking inside and switching off the alarm.
Turning on the light, I wonder that it's quiet warm inside.
I guess my housemaid prepared for the possibility I would come back.
From the corner of my eye
I notice a movement upstairs.
Looking up,
there is standing the person I longed for
during that horrible time.
You.
Overcome with the sight
I don't dare to move.
But you fly down the stairs.
Into my arms.
Suddenly there is a sense again.
It feels so right.
But I do need so much more.
This might be too soon but I slide my hand under your shirt,
stroking your back,
seeking the warmth and softness of your skin.
I knew you must feel wonderful but it's even better
than what I always dreamt of.
Nuzzling at your neck, inhaling the sweet scent.
When you cup my cheeks and I see the same fear in your eyes
that looked back from my mirror
every single day
I know I am safe with you though.
Telling you finally how much you mean to me
is a burden I am more than glad
to be relieved from.
Hearing you care the same amount
feeling your lips sliding against mine
I think I must be in heaven.
I step back a bit and stroke your cheek
asking you what made you sleep here in my home.
You tell me you slept here for the last two months,
always thinking I wouldn't like to be alone when I return.
Nodding and telling you how right you are,
a faint blush creeps up your neck.
“I missed your scent”,
you whisper
“So I slept in your bed. I hope you don't mind.”
Chuckling, I hug you again.
“Not at all my darling... but tell me,
how are my sweet girls?
You are far more that I expected to see tonight, don't doubt that though”
You smile and take my hand, walking up the stairs.
“You can look yourself. They stayed here with me
and also wanted to be here when you return.”
The knowledge of my sweet babies not hating me and wanting to see me again
lets tears spring to my eyes.
“They.. they aren't angry?”
“Not at all! Both are very mature. Knowing you had your reasons to leave and when they noticed I stayed here they wanted it too. I stayed in touch with them the whole time.”
You shrug and my heart swells with love
“You care for them as well, don't you?”
You nod and smile.
Sighing I peck your lips.
“You are the best that could have happened to us.”
I whisper and then I can't stand still anymore and run upstairs the rest,
opening the door to my daughters' room.
There they lay, cuddled together in one of their beds.
My two precious diamonds, that would always lighten up my darkest nights.
Chapter 1: http://heartbigapple.livejournal.com/572.html
Chapter 38: http://heartbigapple.livejournal.com/10394.html
I take what little baggage I had
walking slowly up to my door.
Slipping the key into the lock,
walking inside and switching off the alarm.
Turning on the light, I wonder that it's quiet warm inside.
I guess my housemaid prepared for the possibility I would come back.
From the corner of my eye
I notice a movement upstairs.
Looking up,
there is standing the person I longed for
during that horrible time.
You.
Overcome with the sight
I don't dare to move.
But you fly down the stairs.
Into my arms.
Suddenly there is a sense again.
It feels so right.
But I do need so much more.
This might be too soon but I slide my hand under your shirt,
stroking your back,
seeking the warmth and softness of your skin.
I knew you must feel wonderful but it's even better
than what I always dreamt of.
Nuzzling at your neck, inhaling the sweet scent.
When you cup my cheeks and I see the same fear in your eyes
that looked back from my mirror
every single day
I know I am safe with you though.
Telling you finally how much you mean to me
is a burden I am more than glad
to be relieved from.
Hearing you care the same amount
feeling your lips sliding against mine
I think I must be in heaven.
I step back a bit and stroke your cheek
asking you what made you sleep here in my home.
You tell me you slept here for the last two months,
always thinking I wouldn't like to be alone when I return.
Nodding and telling you how right you are,
a faint blush creeps up your neck.
“I missed your scent”,
you whisper
“So I slept in your bed. I hope you don't mind.”
Chuckling, I hug you again.
“Not at all my darling... but tell me,
how are my sweet girls?
You are far more that I expected to see tonight, don't doubt that though”
You smile and take my hand, walking up the stairs.
“You can look yourself. They stayed here with me
and also wanted to be here when you return.”
The knowledge of my sweet babies not hating me and wanting to see me again
lets tears spring to my eyes.
“They.. they aren't angry?”
“Not at all! Both are very mature. Knowing you had your reasons to leave and when they noticed I stayed here they wanted it too. I stayed in touch with them the whole time.”
You shrug and my heart swells with love
“You care for them as well, don't you?”
You nod and smile.
Sighing I peck your lips.
“You are the best that could have happened to us.”
I whisper and then I can't stand still anymore and run upstairs the rest,
opening the door to my daughters' room.
There they lay, cuddled together in one of their beds.
My two precious diamonds, that would always lighten up my darkest nights.
Chapter 1: http://heartbigapple.livejournal.com/572.html
Chapter 38: http://heartbigapple.livejournal.com/10394.html