Feb 23, 2006 15:19
i really have been doing nothing this break, except hanging out with people i barely even knew and my sister. now i know them and they're going back to vegas tommorow. and i'm sick to my stomach to think of such a thing. i'm going to miss them and i hope they'll come visit again. ughhhh, tommorow is going to be the worst day. i think they're amazing and i don't regret hanging out with them. it's been such a great week.
i haven't been talking to my close friends lately and i hate myself for that. i just feel as if i needed a change.
i'm ready to come back. i just don't know how.
i'm sorry if i have been neglecting you all. it's not like i'm ignoring your calls or texts. i can understand why you probably don't want to talk to me anymore. i would be pissed if someone did this to me. all the sudden i don't want to hang out at all. this break was basically an off week for me.
thanks to everyone who cares about me and asks what's wrong..or asks about what i've been up to. or even bothers to call to at least say what's up.
i'll see everyone on monday, bye.