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Matt came over last night. we talked. I cried. he left. I called. we talked..
things are way crappy. Theres things wrong I cant fix no matter how hard I try..
Iv been awake since 6:00 today. The only reason I fell asleep so early is because my head was in so much pain from crying.. for the past 7 and a half hours I havent been able to stop thinking about whats going on for more than 5 minutes.
Matts on his way over to my house now so we can finish talking..
Im so scary/upset/angry..
Im pretty much already in tears..
this really sucks.
things are way crappy. Theres things wrong I cant fix no matter how hard I try..
Iv been awake since 6:00 today. The only reason I fell asleep so early is because my head was in so much pain from crying.. for the past 7 and a half hours I havent been able to stop thinking about whats going on for more than 5 minutes.
Matts on his way over to my house now so we can finish talking..
Im so scary/upset/angry..
Im pretty much already in tears..
this really sucks.