As You Sleep

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Today has been okay.
I dunno I've been in a wierd mood lately.
I'm down in the dumps about a lot of stuff I guess.
And sometimes I dont even know why I'm upset.
I'm just glad I have the friends that support me everyday.
I'm so happy when I'm with everyone. But when I get home I'm a mess.
I just hate walking around like I'm fine when I'm really not.
I just hope this summer is good and a lot better then last summer.
I would never want to go threw what I did last summer again.
I seriously dont get why I got home and started crying.
I have nothing to be upset about.
But I guess maybe I do and I haven't figured out yet what that thing is.
I know a lot of other people who reasons to be upset.
And I don't and I don't know why I am.
I've made so many new friends in these past two weeks.
But I have also lost some.
My family is getting better.
But my mom is getting worse.
And I feel like I'm distant from the one person who ment the world to me.
I just hope everything goes good over the summer and I can stay at Bishop Verot for my Junior year.