Sep 29, 2004 18:06
I didn't go to work today. This after leaving work really really early yesterday. The technical reason is that I was sick. My period started yesterday, filled will all the aching goodness. I know me...I've function before with cramps. There was something more.
I felt stretched thin. You know how you can only stretch something like dough or silly putty so far before it rips. I think that I was at the point of ripping. There is no one reason behind it. I work a lot. Your first 40-hours a week job will kill you...this is just a warning. To be honest my life is so settled right now. I do enjoy it...but I need a little change or excitement before it will just be too much. It might just be that I'm crazy and am making myself sick that way. Either way, I slept today. I slept until 4 pm. It was exactly what I needed.
I don't even know what the point of this entry was...