sick of the crap..
hey.
well i deff realized that not everything is gunna work out for u. last night was hard. life and shit and relationships and drama and all the friendships--are gettin so hard. wowww... i never thought id get up to this point where i dunno who to talk to and the only few who care have their own shit going on. im sorry i just cant deal with the drama. im soo sorry.. shit used to be so different. i used to think everything would work out and now everyone simply forgot about their dreams and they dont believe in me and dont believe in US anymore.. people think that im somewhat not worth it. like i cant work things out or i cant be what they thought i was.. so they are just sorta just expecting the least. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE--and i wanna tell u, that im something so much bigger. dont look down on me.. i can be your everything--and i can be what u want me to bee--dont doubt me.. im here.. nd im ready to start over and i realized that i need to be around yooou for my happiness..
and to everyone else ive been fighting with lately--if im not nice to u its not because of YOU PERSONALLY--its because im sick of the fake bullshit and the drammmaaa that never ends--i cant handle it and adunno how to. soo i end up taking it out on the people who dont really deserve the pain. But i dont mean to take it out on you--its not that i dont like you--YOU KNO WHO YOU ARE.
and to other people who just think i wanna be mean for teh hell of it.. i dont and i love you.. and i do want you around and i dont judge you and i never did. and if i said something to hurt you i dont mean to.. i just wanna get my feelings out but i dont relaly kno how without hurting someone--YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
and to a couple others--who feel i am completely materialistic, ill let u in on something about me---IM NOT.. i dont need your money all i need is ur love and your compassion and your time and u guys DEFFINETLY kno who you are..
yeah ive been having issues lately.. but hey wanna kno whats new? i have to pack for my dad cuz hes comin fridayy.. ndd im not going to homecoming because its 2 late--that hurt.. but adunno.. and my party nd my birthday are both on friday. hope that will be fun.. u kno whats really annoying? when i wanna change but everyone arounnd you doesnt and u want them to cooperate. cant everyone get alonggg??
sorry to all those who hate me.. <3
xoxo <3 brooke
ps. if you havent realized, im sick of drama--any suggestions?
well i deff realized that not everything is gunna work out for u. last night was hard. life and shit and relationships and drama and all the friendships--are gettin so hard. wowww... i never thought id get up to this point where i dunno who to talk to and the only few who care have their own shit going on. im sorry i just cant deal with the drama. im soo sorry.. shit used to be so different. i used to think everything would work out and now everyone simply forgot about their dreams and they dont believe in me and dont believe in US anymore.. people think that im somewhat not worth it. like i cant work things out or i cant be what they thought i was.. so they are just sorta just expecting the least. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE--and i wanna tell u, that im something so much bigger. dont look down on me.. i can be your everything--and i can be what u want me to bee--dont doubt me.. im here.. nd im ready to start over and i realized that i need to be around yooou for my happiness..
and to everyone else ive been fighting with lately--if im not nice to u its not because of YOU PERSONALLY--its because im sick of the fake bullshit and the drammmaaa that never ends--i cant handle it and adunno how to. soo i end up taking it out on the people who dont really deserve the pain. But i dont mean to take it out on you--its not that i dont like you--YOU KNO WHO YOU ARE.
and to other people who just think i wanna be mean for teh hell of it.. i dont and i love you.. and i do want you around and i dont judge you and i never did. and if i said something to hurt you i dont mean to.. i just wanna get my feelings out but i dont relaly kno how without hurting someone--YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
and to a couple others--who feel i am completely materialistic, ill let u in on something about me---IM NOT.. i dont need your money all i need is ur love and your compassion and your time and u guys DEFFINETLY kno who you are..
yeah ive been having issues lately.. but hey wanna kno whats new? i have to pack for my dad cuz hes comin fridayy.. ndd im not going to homecoming because its 2 late--that hurt.. but adunno.. and my party nd my birthday are both on friday. hope that will be fun.. u kno whats really annoying? when i wanna change but everyone arounnd you doesnt and u want them to cooperate. cant everyone get alonggg??
sorry to all those who hate me.. <3
xoxo <3 brooke
ps. if you havent realized, im sick of drama--any suggestions?