damn its hot

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Well its been awhile since i have posted on here so i thought what the hell why not. Im going to see combichrist tonight is anyone else?? and then after that its off to shitty shitty club havent been there in forever i hope i gets to see some people i havent seen in a while. im pretty depressed as of late... i feel like im going crazy yet again because of a certain asshole i cant handle to be around anymore... not to mention in my life at all.. I want him removed... if only eternal sunshine of the spotless mind could actually be done.. wow... except i wouldnt be sad i would be happy as all shit!!!! alright peace

I am slowing down
as the years go by
i am sinking

so i trick myself
like everybody else

the secrets i hide
they twist me inside
they make me weaker

so i trick myself
like everybody else
so i trick myself
like everybody else

i crouch and fear and wait
ill never feel again

if only i could
if only i could
if only i could

remember anything at all