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so a lot has happened these past days.
& i've decided i dont know who my friends are, really. i've always known it..i just want it to end.
i dont want to always get in fights + have to talk about them to someone else. and i dont want them to be around when we are fighting, or not friends. god i could go on and on about this. but im sure someone will want to ask questions. and most of you are probably confused.
i really do not like being pressured if im not ready to tell you something, or have changed my mind on telling you something. please dont get mad and use the phrase "i thought we were friends" against me.
its one of those sundays where i just want to be home alone, without any of my family. blare my favorite music. & do whatever i want. without being told im weird. i hate when friends roll their eyes at me. & say "ok then..." it really bugs me. im in a bad mood.
my mom is gone to get me a slushie at dq. hopefully that makes me happy.
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& i've decided i dont know who my friends are, really. i've always known it..i just want it to end.
i dont want to always get in fights + have to talk about them to someone else. and i dont want them to be around when we are fighting, or not friends. god i could go on and on about this. but im sure someone will want to ask questions. and most of you are probably confused.
i really do not like being pressured if im not ready to tell you something, or have changed my mind on telling you something. please dont get mad and use the phrase "i thought we were friends" against me.
its one of those sundays where i just want to be home alone, without any of my family. blare my favorite music. & do whatever i want. without being told im weird. i hate when friends roll their eyes at me. & say "ok then..." it really bugs me. im in a bad mood.
my mom is gone to get me a slushie at dq. hopefully that makes me happy.
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