i need to vent

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i know i havent updated in like forever...but there is so much the needs to be said...that i just dont say out loud anymore

im so sick of people saying one thing and then doing the complete opposite, people need to do what they say they are going to do...

im just tired of poeple coming to me and instead of saying hi the first thing that comes out of their mouth is something to complain about...i have been getting so annoyed lately i just want to scream, im tired of some poeple telling me that im not right for loren, or we are too attached

i just need someone to cry on maybe...

and everything with my lil sister...she needs to get better friends, and my parent know that and i know that...but they get so frustrated and they take it all on me, it sucks so much maybe im just worrying too much, or that i need to see all the good in people and their actions, instead of the bad...

i love him so much, but there are so many times i get scared of things that i do, im scared if i say something or do something one of us will get upset, i hate crying myself to sleep, or just crying period, i want my grandma haps back and for ann to be gone,

thanksgiving is going to suck yea we are going out to dinner which means no dishes, but ann will be there, i want her gone and i want my old grandpa the one that is always here...not in the place where he is being kept hostage or something, i want to ride upnorth with him and hear him saying "were off like a heard of turtles" i love my grandpa so much...i just dont like ann!!!!

well i guess thats all...for now