When I Close my Eyes...

[heart_whispers]

Just because it's more therapeutic this way I'm going to type out these lyrics as I listen.
It's amazing how these are almost true for me. The ones the hit home are bolded for your pleasure.

Feet on the ground
But I can't run
Drowning the noise inside my head
Who is this (Wo)man that I've become
It's killing me to see myself
How do you learn how to forgive?
When deep down inside you can't forget?
With all that I regret...

I pray for the first time, in a long time
The lights fade away...

Finally I'm waking up
I feel like I could let you go
Say everything I wanted to say
I'm okay with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
I'm alive

Never was sure, but now I  am
This was the choice I had to make
Maybe I'll neverunderstand
Sometimes you got to make mistakes

Finally I'm waking up
I feel like I could let you go
Say everything I wanted to say
I'm okay with being alone
Finally I'm facing up
I feel like I could let it show
I know I could walk away
I'm okay with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes

How do you know where to go when you go away?
When I close my eyes
How do you know when's it's over?

I see for the first time in a long time
Believe me when I say..
Finally I'm waking up
I feel like I could let you go
Say everything I wanted to say
I'm okay with being alone
Finally I'm facing up
I feel like I could let it show
I know I could walk away
I'm okay with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes

But really you shouldn't believe me at all because I feel this way 5% of the time, if that

Oh yeah, Thanks BSB<3