yea i know. so here's probably what you're all thinking: "no one cares, stfu, estee, gtfo. you haven't been here for realzies for a year. you fell way behind on some amazing fanfics. your RPs died and you fell out of touch with basically your whole rp family. you've stopped writing creatively. you keep saying you'll do things but don't, like ( Read more... )

HI EVERYONE!!!! no, i didn't fall off the face of the earth. i've just been swamped and crap's been going down this year, and my school blocked lj so i can't get on from my school laptop anymore, and my computer got uber fucked up so i haven't been able to get on anyway....

BUT I MISS YOU ALL!!!

so, quick update to my life

• i got into my top 2 colleges ( Read more... )

dear livejournal and flist:
I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S BEEN LIKE 2 MONTHS SINCE I'VE LOGGED ON AND POSTED!!!!

it makes me very sad.
very
very
VERY sad.

do you know what else makes me very sad?
LIVEJOURNAL IS BLOCKED ON MY SCHOOL LAPTOP, BUT IT WASN'T LAST YEAR. SO NOW I CAN'T GET ON IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY WHEN I'M IN CLASS.so i ( Read more... )

UGH.

not having a great week. fucking stress from 8987349 different things (ok maybe that's an exaggeration, but honestly there's a ton going on that i'm worried and/or freaking out about). and my parents flipped a few shits about my room being messy and my friends coming over friday. how the two relate, since we'll be hanging out and taking ( Read more... )

ummm dinner a few hours ago...was an omelet with tomato and cheddar cheese, and an apple on the side. it was yumptious :P

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so today was honestly extremely tedious. i got up early enough to go to the gym with my mom so she could make her 10:30 class, and she didn't end up going at all, so neither did i. so i sat on the desktop for most of ( Read more... )