woo! and i spent forever playing with the code (n00bishly) to get the pretty colors and such...now i'm not thrilled with my header - it's a picture of something i drew, and i thought it would look better than it does. so i'm going to find a better one.
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yesterday i got screamed at 5+ times, and cried 7+. YAAAY. *headwallslam* there's so much behind that, but it's honestly just too pathetic to explain on here...but my mother is a complete BITCH and just doesn't see much of anything from my point of view. so we bicker and i can't really stand her (and my dad is becoming occasionally intolerable as well) anymore, and i've had less than a week of summer break free of my little sister. the rest of this summer will be FAAAANTASMIC, i can just feel it...*searches for a frying pan* they are just so lovely... they're freaking out that i'm not doing college things... FUCK OFF IT'S SUMMER VACATION LET ME VEG OUT. ugh.
i managed to escape the crazies for 3 hours to "babysit" my neighbor - AKA play with the smalles CUTEST dog ever and sit in the kitchen eating cool ranch doritos and watching tv while the kid played video games. so it was chill. and i made $30! :D
today was the fashion board's first meeting, and it was cool. got a %15 discount on an adoable skirt: black elastic waistband, peacock-looking pattern in purple, white, and some pink, hitting (if i recall correctly) a couple inches above the knee - depending on how high-waisted i wear it. however, what "plain ol' sucks rocks," as adorable seth clearwater says, is that i'll be missing the second meeting because of my FIT class. meeting starts at 4, class is until 4:30 and i don't know how fast i'll get out of the city via bus. i'll definitely be late to the meeting, if i get there before it ends, so it won't be worth heading over. BUT BUT BUT, that's the night of the Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince premiere, so instead of megan and i walking across the mall after the meeting to find her sister and a couple friends, she'll sadly be at the meeting on her own and i'll meet everyone at the theater or something. gonna have to talk to my dad closer to the 14th about taking me straight over to the mall from the bus...
OH! borders has a huge sale thingie! i got a hardcover book called The Art Theif for $5, and it sounds so cool! i'm really excited to read it ^_^ so, although between the book and the skirt i spent most of my babysitting earnings, i'll be (attempting to/hopefully) saving the rest up to have some of my own money to spend on stuff i want/need that the crazies don't want me getting - so i'll spend my own money on it! :D
getting a haircut later, and i'm not sure what to do... granted i can't do much since i have bangs (that i LOVE, don't get me wrong - i just don't love the rest of my hair) but i want a somewhat noticeable change. i've been playing with the idea of going short, either bob-esque or almost pixie-esque, but i'm thinking my hair would just poof and frizz out terribly - and my mom "knows" it will because her hair was worse than mine, which led her to chopping it all off around my age or a bit older. plus i love it long and want it long, but it just doesn't seem to be growing. and it's too...too much the same as it's been. so i'm thinking either lotsa little layers (which would probably make my hair worse...eek) or long layers... but iono whadda do! meh. think i'm gonna look through some magazines for what i want...
OH i missed true blood, because of my awesome friends. so i need to watch that. and i missed mental for the second week in a row, because of a stupid call with a college counselor. AND i need to watch the past two Fashion Show episodes. GOSH. gotta do that tomorrow (after doing some shit my parents have been bugging me to do).
so, to bring up the mood of this post a bit, i present you with:
night/morning loves!
ETA: OMG i love my new header! :D and now i think it's time for bed...at 4 AM wahoo!