May 30, 2008 21:37
it's over. good bye junior year.
that was actually kind of slow.
last year went by so fast, that i begged for time to move slower
but not this slow.
hah, does anyone else feel like it went by slowly?
i think it's just me.
whatever, haha, i really wanted this.
i hope this summer goes by slow though
i really don't want to deal with senior year yet
too fast, too much. i don't know...ay.
well anyway, this year has been interesting.
like every year, i discover more about myself
i mature a little bit more, my views constantly change [for better or worse]
relationships with people are dying out
some are just beginning
some are changing for the best and growing stronger
while others have changed for the "not so best" and are slowly getting weaker
this year was just filled with discoveries.
some big, some small, but for sure there were lots.
it's so weird how things can be nothing and everything at the same time,
how they can be good and bad.
i don't make sense, do i? -_-
eh, i' m having some difficulties getting my thoughts out.
it's a weakness of mine. hopefully that changes within the next year.
i have so many things i want to do this summer
and for once, i want to get them all done
E V E R Y T H I N G
this is our last summer as a "kid"
the next summer will be the one where we prepare for college.
oh gosh college. i don't even want to think about that >.<
ogh, whatever.
let's enjoy the now and plan for the near-now,
worry about the future when it gets here.
mmm, have a wonderful summer lovelies.
<3