Aug 23, 2006 13:47
Ok.
So lately I've pretty much just wanted to jump off a cliff to see if anyone noticed the splatter. I'm stressed beyond belief. There are so many things that I need to do that I just can't seem to get going. Stupid head Cassie[yes you sass] needs to fucking graduate. So she can move her happy ass up here and prove all the salem/albany adults that she can do something for herself. I really need to get my shit together but it isn't looking like anything is going to work.
[LIST OF THINGS TO DO]
*get student loan
*register through LCC
*get a job that actually pays
*look for an apartment
*get an apartment
*get furnishings
*get drunk
*get life
[END OF LIST]
I wish that someone that was already here could room with me so I don't have to go and get the apartment by myself. Can you imagine. Me.. who is already screwed in the head gets apartment and stays awake for 5 months waiting for Cass so I can blame all the creepy sounds coming from outside the door on her and not some psycho that I am sure is tapping his foot outside the door because he wants in so he can kill me. Trust me. I think these things through. Unfortunately all my friends have decided to move or are moving. So I am alone. Thanks for leaving the emotionally and mentally unstable kid all by herself. Your all a bunch of dolls. I'm going to go smother the stupid baby now. peace.
xobri.
ps. sorry about the bitching.
it's what I do.