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Madison, i tried to drop this, but than you commented to me, starting me back up again.
I DO want to forgit this whole thing, i do, but only if we are on level grounds, even if we arent friends, atleast we could say that we forgive eachother.
im not going to get into the whole poser thing, becuase i dont care...the only thing i care about is our "friendship" or what is left of one.
Like i said, i just want to be on an even level, i dont want it to be like...
Example: Lisa liz and i are going to the mall, and they invite you, and you say well if justin is going, i dont want to go. I would rather it be ok ill go, and we dont even have to talk.
Im not willing to throw a friendship of 14+ years away becuase of this, im willing to work this out, and maby a little time if what i need to get my priorities straight, so i know what to say before i say it, thats my whole problem. I just need to realize that what is in my head, and what i think, isnt always what i need to say.
Please work with me on this, i respect you, als i want is to have the friendship that we did have, or not even that, just to be a truths
I DO want to forgit this whole thing, i do, but only if we are on level grounds, even if we arent friends, atleast we could say that we forgive eachother.
im not going to get into the whole poser thing, becuase i dont care...the only thing i care about is our "friendship" or what is left of one.
Like i said, i just want to be on an even level, i dont want it to be like...
Example: Lisa liz and i are going to the mall, and they invite you, and you say well if justin is going, i dont want to go. I would rather it be ok ill go, and we dont even have to talk.
Im not willing to throw a friendship of 14+ years away becuase of this, im willing to work this out, and maby a little time if what i need to get my priorities straight, so i know what to say before i say it, thats my whole problem. I just need to realize that what is in my head, and what i think, isnt always what i need to say.
Please work with me on this, i respect you, als i want is to have the friendship that we did have, or not even that, just to be a truths