I think I'm starting to like him. For real this time. And that, journal, is utterly ridiculous. I don't need anyone, I don't need some guy to make me feel good, I don't need his company. But... yet I yearn for it.
You're getting soft, Nami.
Much too soft.
Domino knocked down the cards he gave me... and I told Domino that those were very special to me and I'll treasure them always. What kind of sentimental crap is that?
I bought my own cards for the sole purpose of wanting to do something he enjoyed doing, so I could spend more time with him.
Augh.
What is wrong with me?
I can't like Chazz... not like that at least.
And yet I do.
Stop it, Nami! >/ You promised yourself you wouldn't go soft!
....
*sigh*
Oi, Luffy. You need to work on Transfiguration, right? Meet me outside and I'll help you study. Turn my hair, or any other part of me, any color that isn't natural and I'll kill you. Truly.