Mar 11, 2009 16:20
I... God I don't even know what to say or how to feel right now. I actually spent the night in my room last might to help Larxene celebrate her birthday and getting custody of Hunter. Big mistake...
Tidus is gone. I went to see him this afternoon and the room is empty. I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. I THOUGHT HE LOVED ME! How could I have been so blind...?
You'd think I would have learned my lesson after what happened last time. You were right Riku... Happy now? You were right, he hadn't changed.
i don't even have the courage to in back to my room. Larxy is in there being happy with Hunter and I don't want to drag her down. So here I am in Tidus's room, wrapped in a blanket that still smells like him and crying my heart out.
That's it. I'm done. I'm done with guys, relationships, everything. I'm just going to be alone for the rest of my life and I know that now.
tidus,
completely heartbroken