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I feel like the most horrible person in the world right now. Ever since all this shit with my parents went down, I've been nothing but a raging bitch to everyone that has crossed my path. I'm just lucky that I have a great boyfriend and that Tidus forgave me for blowing up on him like that over my birthday.
But there's someone else that I've hurt lately that means the world to me. I'm scared that he won't forgive me as easily as Tidus did. I'm so terrified that he's never going to forgive me and if he does, that our relationship is never going to be the same. I really hurt him and I have no clue how to ask for his forgiveness.
Riku... god I'm so sorry... I just wish I knew how to apologize to you. I'm such a horrible friend. I know you've been through hell lately and I'm sorry I haven't been there like I should. We're supposed to be best friends and I know I'm not acting like it... I wish I knew how to tell you all of this without completely breaking down or sounding like a complete idiot...
Bleh, someone just kill me now...